Not-So-Perfect Girlfriend

I'm sorry that I worry you,
and that I sometimes have doubts.
I'm sorry that I worry about things,
That I just shouldn't worry about.

I'm sorry that I freak out,
and think that you'll leave.
I'm sorry that even though you promise,
Sometimes I just can't seem to believe.

I'm sorry I'm not pretty,
or normal or into sports.
I'm sorry that most of the time,
My mind is at all sorts.

I'm sorry that I'm crazy,
and do some crazy things.
Sometimes I just wish I were a bird,
And fly away flapping my wings.

I'm sorry I miss you constantly,
And always want to escape.
Sometimes I just cant' deal with things,
And I get bent out of shape.

I'm sorry I have trust issues,
and I think too much.
I'm sorry that I sometimes flinch,
When my arm you gently touch.

I'm sorry that I'm not smart,
and don't always get good grades.
I'm sorry that when your world is sunny,
Mine is covered in shade.

I'm sorry that I'm clingy,
And that I always want you to call.
I'm sorry that when I can't handle things,
I just break down and fall.

I'm sorry that I overreact,
To little things that shouldn't matter.
I'm sorry that with one little thing,
Sometimes my heart shatters.

I'm sorry I get scared sometimes,
That this is all just too good to be true.
I'm so sorry that I'm not everything,
or the perfect girlfriend at times for you.